i am female 23.i have been doing the process of pressing my thighs/vagina followed by a feel good pain sensation from almost when i was 8.i got to know about the word masturbation itself just 2 yrs back that too form a novel, and very recently i finaly clearly got to know that what have been doing is also a form of masturbation.pressing my thighs with increasing intensity of feel good pain... but this is the only way i feel nice.i researched about masturbation came to know of various methods etc.i couldnt locate my clit i looked many times through a mirror and even if i try rubbing other genital portion by hand forgaetting the clit i dont feel anything, anything means neither good nor bad.no sensation at all.pressing my thighs is the only way i feel ppleasure...



my question is,is it bad,i mean something wrong with my nature that i am not able to masturbate by hands like the majority women do?

could it be having some negative impact any ways? what do i do