I had a pap test today and they saw red spots on the left side of my cervix and white spots surrounded by red on the right side. I've been extremely stressed and feeling very fatigued for a very long time but I have anemia so I blamed the fatigue on that. I've also lost a lost of weight recently with the only lifestyle change of drinking lots of water, no diet changes at all. I have to wait 2 weeks for the pap results and am a nervous wreck. I have a 10 year old son, older boys, and 4 grandchildren. I am terrified of leaving them. My mother died 10 years ago at the age of 60 of breast cancer. She was diagnosed stage 4 adenoid (spelling?) breast cancer at age 54 with 40 out of 42 lymph nodes involved. She struggled to stay with us as long as she could. I had a stereotactic breast biopsy shortly before she died and was told it was a fatty necrosis (sp?). I have also had 4 miscarriages, one early, three were between 18 and 24 weeks along. I had to be induced and deliver two of the babies, which were already gone. I turned 46 two days ago. My head is spinning...

Nancy