I m 33 years old. After getting injured in the Army 10 years ago I was put on massive doses of pain meds; 120mils methadone for pain management and 120 mils oxycodone daily for breakthrough pain management. Yes I know that s massive, in fact the doctor later was adjusted and does not practice any longer in my state. I got off all that junk 6-7 years back but now take 8-12 mils subutex (buprenorphine) daily as prescribed. four years ago I had a testosterone check and it was 188, I took test IM for 1 year as prescribed and my wife and I wanted another child and so I quite. I have gained weight, lost motivation, all the above, just was tested last week and testosterone level was 118. I want back on it but we want to get pregnant again and have yet talked with my personal doctor. Any suggestions?