Okay so about 14 weeks ago I went through this crazy "liberated" phase where I was drinking every day, having sex, and smoking. I slept with this guy I met at a bar on two different occasions before he completely cut off contact with me (which I thought was just typical guy behavior). Now, several things...1) I thought he was gay at first but when I asked him, he said that he got that question a lot but that he was straight. I never asked him if he was bi though. 2) he was foreign and had travelled to many different countries. 3) we didn't use a condom. In the weeks that followed, I remembered I got mouth ulcers but I have braces and I was smoking a lot so I attributed it to that. I also had diarrhea but I was also drinking a lot and that tends to happen to me when I drink. I got night sweats one night but my room is in the attic and is normally warm anyway. My lymph nodes were swollen but that also tends to happen to me a lot and also, I was smoking so I attributed it to that as well. A few weeks later, I got a yeast infection and I went to go check that out. Now, I'm thinking about it and I'm freakinf out because idk if I just dismissed all of those things but they're actually symptoms of HIV. I'm going to an HIV testing center tomorrow to get tested but I'm still freaking out and on the verge of a panic attack. What do you think??