During my school days I loved playing football & I became state level player. When I reached Higher classes My Interest was only in football world. When CBSE board exams arrived I prepared for it & scored 45 Maths,79 Physics, 85 computer. I was devastated & I considered myself as a junk. My parents told I totally wasted time in football & said that I was dragged by my friends. Then I appeared for JEE mains. But I excelled only in B.Arch scoring 220/390 but the results where announced only after I joined an ANNA UNIVERSITY college, but some of my friends joined JIPMER ,IIT'S & NIT's. I had the chance to do B.Arch in IIT'S ,but parents & relatives told it never had any scope & pressured me to study Aeronautical Engineering. Also advised not to talk to any one of my friends. In my first year, all of my classmates, though scoring 95% in their respective state boards were difficult to understand physics, Engineering graphics & Mathematics. I was the smartest & intelligent guy ,I never felt difficult to understand & was applauded by my teachers For my innovative approaches for every problem. I got more interest towards computer programming. I appeared for the semester exams & scored s grades in Mathematics & Eng graphics . But I scored C & B grades in physics, chem & English & got CGPA 8.65 ranking 3rd in my department, becoz anna unversity had a wierd way of evaluating the papers that they handed marks only for people who wrote large stories in beautiful handwriting which they wrote without understanding the science behind it. They write,study day & night only for marks. They never had the interest in the subject or talked about it rather they talked about getting marks & important questions. because all of them were from state board. I felt like a big fool & my mental behaviour changed.My classmates started calling me a screwed fellow. w I quit that college & joined Hindustan University registering for the same course. Again the same situation arose that I got interest only in Fluid Dynamics,Aircraft structures & Aerodynamics & Numerical methods. I felt tired & bored while I study subjects involving 100% theory. MY CGPA are getting declined. I never had the interest in getting higher grades or lower grades. My interest was only in understanding the part which I study. I feeling guilty that I've wasted a lot my parents money. I have not gone to college since January . I'm thinking to discontinue & start a career in stock marketing. But still due to my parent's pressure to waste another year( FINAL YEAR ).