Hello, I am 15, although I have never had penetration sex, I did have oral and digital sex with my boyfriend, and he might have ejaculated and a sperm might've gotten inside me into my vagina. I am scared I am pregnant, I am freaking out and I haven't told a soul. I haven't had my period in 40 days although it is very irregular, I did homemade pregnancy tests, and I am sure they came out negative, but I am not sure if I did it right. The other day my boyfriend and I had digital sex again, except this time after, I had a light bleeding come out of me, which I thought was my period but the next day there was nothing more. The only symptom I have of pregnancy is missing a period, and I thought my period was coming soon and it didn't so I am really paranoid. I am angry because I knew it was right not to have sex and I didn't, but what I didn't know is that there is a low chance of getting pregnant without penetration. I am an elite hockey athlete and if I become pregnant, it could be the end of my hockey career, which is devastating for me because I have so many goals and potential for a scholarship. If I am pregnant, my number 1 choice is to get an abortion, but I don't want many people knowing. My mother will have to know which sucks, but if my coach or teammates or friends, there respect for me will diminish and I will have nothing. I don't know what to do, and am I being overly paranoid? or is this a legitimate circumstance? Is there a small chance that I am pregnant? How do I know I am pregnant?