Hello, I'm an oddball. I was prescribed to a common antipsychotic medication 8 years ago. And about 4 years ago, I noticed that there were symptoms similar to that of prostate and gastrointestinal cancer. Many other symptoms pointed toward an estragon heavy chemical imbalance, including odd vibrations between the colon and genitals, broken sleep patterns, sensitivity to cold and smell, and softening of skin and hair. About that time I experimented without altering the dosage prescribed, with diet, exercise, activity, and deliberate sexual stimulation and forced repression in order to accelerate (or decelerate, at times) the symptoms. Now it seems that I am having continuous contractions, internally, when laying still, producing odd smelling sweat (usually smelling similar to my last digested meal) in unusual areas, and have begun to develop breasts. I know I could've stopped this experiment early on (as it disgusts, yet intrigues me), by requesting an estrogen based hormone blocker, but the scientific intrigue I've developed pushes me to force it to completion. The question I have, is based on my theory, that I may be able to fully force an evolutionary transformation, do you think it would be wise for me to ever publish or release records of my studies and unusual methods of scientific experimentation to the medical field and the general population? Some of my studies could be of great benefit to the medical industry, but the full disclosure of the science has terrible potential if it ever were weaponized. Thanks, for taking the time to consider my case and whatever advice you have would be appreciated.