HelloI I Am A Recovering Addict I Have Been On

HelloI I am a recovering addict I have been on suboxone , I got hooked when i had 6 fractures in my spine . i have not had anything , that includes booze and pot, when i recently broke my wrist and arm,iwas in so much pain , they would not give me any thing for pain and I suffered alot....i was honest but was still treated horribly,I have two ruptured fractures in my spine ,will I have to suffer again,I amsoafraid