Hi doctors,
Im
I'm a train wreck with, if I gave you the password to my patient porthole for the main office I visit. excluding Labs, Imaging ,Oncology, Ortho, Cardiac, podiatrist , Urologist and Etc. Etc.. You'd be shocked.
I'm Sick Of all the expensive co-pays, Sleep Apnea. I'd need a legal size form to fill all my diagnosis's R.S.D. & 14 bulging and compacted facet joints. All work related. I've been a Local # 705 Art & Antique Mover, And a local 1 Iron Worker & Bridge Builder for 29 years , I'm 46 years old.. so I'm shot .Everything hurts. I'll do Aleve / Ibuprofen/ some times a Cyclobenzaprine/ Lidocaine patches , but that's it. No pain killers as I'm allergic to codeine. I have to stay sharp and articulate 24 hrs a day 365 days a year. So Xanax. Doesn't drug me I can wake up an hr. later and go work 700' in the air , not too tired walking the beams.
Anyways I'm Miserable, My girl friend is way too much drama , baggage & stress. My Youngest 18 yr. old is cold as ice , I think he blames me for both of us having Polychiethimia vera. Thick Blood every 2 to 5 weeks I go get 500 cc Drawn. A phlebotomy / Blood ledding. I feel like a 20 yr. old the next day. He's spooked of needles . So thankfully his #'s have been low enough, he's eating all organic, Plus he's all abs and muscle. I'm sure if he had my spare tire, Smoked , had tons of stress he'd need a ledding. Anyways I got this obnoxious girlfriend who's extorting me for 26k. Obnoxious Jewish banker, so fkn. needy, she stayed at my apt for a yr., every dam mm night, gave me no time with the kids. We merge homes a 18 months ago, and find out 3 months later , I got a over barring harassing greedy, loud mouth , foul mouthed ( like a sailor ) screamer, temper tantrum throwing whinny jerk on my hands, has totally demolished any progress ,I made with my son. He hate's me now. Wow wow wow. Doctor's any clue what I can do to put the spark back in me. Sincerely T. I'm very stressed