I Have Been Taking This Medicine About 3 Weeks, At

I have been taking this medicine about 3 weeks, At first I felt better, now I actually feel more withdrawn & sad. I am 62. I spend most of my time on hair, makeup, & clothes. T0 look at me, I look younger & put on a happy face for people I happen to see. I have so.... much to live for but I can't get over this. I have been this way off and on for over 30 years, it just hurts and I don't want to feel like this anymore or live like this anymore.