My bipolar is well under control, they are more like panic attacks, he knew before we married. Then because I was on medication I'm a pice of crap, a junkie. When he and my w kids go out,they won't take me, if answer a call, I gave done nothing to do any of this. He got taken me it in 4 years, he's always telling, in my dace. In a mental mess from thus and my heart has broke,. I'm always alone, husband hasn't taken me out in 4 yeas,no sex