My insurance co.dropped me w/o notice,Health alliance.I take Hydroxizine,Hydrochlorothiazide,Mirtazapine,cyclobenzaprine,omeprazole,Simvastatin.Havent had for about 30 days.1 trip to Er for suicide attempt,out next day.Now,for two whole days,MISERABLE,physically and emotionally.Hot/cold chills cant sleep,bouts of crying,lonlinessand saddness and aevere muscle weekness and soreness.What do u suggest?Feeling OVERWHELLMED and trying SO hard to b strong!!