OK. So I first tried meth when I was 15 and haven't done it since. But about 3 weeks ago I started up again. I haven't done it everyday but here and there over these past 3 weeks. Ive been smoking it because that's what feels normal to me. I smoke weed, I smoke cigarettes, so naturally I'm going to want to smoke the Meth because that's what I'm used to. Last hit I took was 2 days ago around like 5pm (throughout that day I had 3 hits from a pipe, 2 hits from a bubble, and drank the "worb water" from the bubbler)I had my "comedown" yesterday and now today, at 5:23pm, I'm still having some side effects. When my high died down and I entered my first "come down" I found it difficult to breathe, I had really bad dry mouth, pupils dilated to the point they were all black, my hands were shaky, I couldn't eat, I was nauseous and puked 3 times, chest pain, and everytime I stood up i got lightheaded and saw "stars" (I fainted twice trying to walk), I had to pee constantly but it took forever to come out. I was taking ibuprofen, seroquel, and smoked some weed to calm down. I finally crashed around 2 am and woke up at 11 am. I was able to eat. I've been able to smoke weed and cigs today. I am able to walk and do things. I cleaned the whole house today without a problem. The only side effects I had left when I woke up was dry mouth no mater how much I drink, my jaw and mouth hurts, rapid heart beat off and on occasionally, tired, weak, sore, and irritable as fuck. IDK if I would necisarlly say I have cravings but I wouldn't say no to someone if they offered. I have a very addictive personality when it comes to a lot of things, my biological parents were heroine addicts that used while I was in the womb, and I was previously addicted to coke and xanax/popping pills (between ages 15-18) I have a lot of mental health issues (PTSD, sever depression, bi-polar, borderline personality, anxiety, etc), I've been hospitalized for suicide attempts and drugs (psych wards and ER ), grew up as a foster kid who was off and on the streets/group homes/facilities so I never had a stable environment growing up, and slot of my problems stem from the childhood I had and what I experienced. Growing up on top of that I developed a lot of medical problems including: asthma, heart murmur, a thyroid condition, and joint problems. As of right now I'm 6 ft 1in and 155lbs. Sorry that was so long but I thought having a background on me would help. IDK. I think it's just my anxiety and I also tend to overthink things/assume the worst out of everything, but I wanted to just get my questions answered. Also a big thing is I'm worried of another possible addiction. Is it normal to feel that way on a come down? Should I be worried about my heart with the amount I smoked? Should I be worried of meth mouth cause how I feel? Is it OK to still feel weak, sore, dry mouth, and the occasional heart flutter?(i still feel like I have a body high.) would smoking the amount I did affect me already? Or at all?

I'm sorry that was so long I just thought some background on me would help. Thanks for taking the time to read this and hope to hear from you soon