What Are The Repercussion Of Discontinuing Medication For Schizoaffective Disorder?

Hi, I ve been living with schizoaffective disorder half my life. I m 55. I went off all meds nearly a year ago because I KNOW they re the reason for all my stomach problems which have been investigated and, of course, they say it s all in my head. My p-doc is unaware of the fact that I quit his meds and am dealing with my symptoms of my disorder in my own way. Should I be worried that the meds have done permanent damage to me the way I feel they have? I ve been on assorted cocktails of meds (antipsychotics&anidepressants) of every kind for over 25 years, too long to list or remember. Seems like more brain damage has been done to me by them, another reason why I quit them. Forget it, I didn t know I had to pay for an answer. Bye:(