hello, my name is Tammy, I have struggled with weight issues pretty all my life. I was 286 now down to 230. I am struggling to lose these last 90 pounds but nothing is working. I have had 5 kids all by C-section, lower back disc issues and Iam 45...I eat when I'm full, happy, sad what have u. I over eat all the time, I use my emotions to eat...I have very high highs and extremely low lows...depression is an issue I know this. I have thought about killing myself but can talk myself out of it but its hard...I know I need to talk to some one but I have no insurance. I also know that my self esteem and my weigh contribute a large part of my problem is there any way to help me...