Hi I Need To Talk To Someone To Talk About

hi i need to talk to someone to talk about my symptoms, i have compulsive thoughts that i cant control, i dont say them out loud, but they come to my mind, theyre usually the complete opposite of what i want to think at that point. for example: ill think i love cookies but then a thought will pop up i hate cookies, and usually theyre pick on things i love causing me severe anxiety because i dont want them. this started when i heard cursing can break your purity for prayer in my religion (islam), it lead to my compulsive thoughts wanting to swear constantly even though i dont want to.