Question: I had Nephritis at the age of two. in hospital for a month. I am now 53 and am having a few complications. Can anything come back to haunt me. also, getting it at two, was my sympathetic nervous system fully developed?

I guess the question about the sympathetic nervous system was more because I was away from my mother while my brain was still developing. I have been depresses for 25 years now, always negative and could not appreciate my talents. A lady did a laying on of hands and after several questions I screamed it all out. "I did nothing wrong, why am I staying here, I did nothing wront". Wneb she woke me up she told me that felt abandoned. I shrugged it off until I read a book about abandonement and it sounded like me. And I feel pain easily, am hurt easily, hate argueing, cry for days after fight, am always looking for validation. So I was just wondering. My life has been fueled with molestation at 12, several rapes, and my parents were young and drank too much. So now that I am 53, I seem to not handle stress very well. I thought I had found the answer, but maybe not. Does it sound like it makes sense to you? I think that I need norepanephrine/adrenals. Also,maybe my hormones checked.

The reason for aftermath of nephritis is, I just had a terrible bacterial infection, it was all over my body - sulfur black. However, I had a rectal prolapse five years ago, and that could be it. I just hope that I do not have lupus.

So, its kind of crazy. But I want to finally live my life and get some questions answered. People always think it is so wierd that I am negative and have no self-confidence. I need help terribly, but am afraid. Nobody believes this story, but somehow it all makes sense to me. Very rare, but true.

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okay, thank-you. However, does it seem possible about the brain and all. You would think I could get some medication better than I am getting right now, which is strattera, luvox and thyroid. I have been seeing psychiatrists for about 28 years now and nobody seems to really care. I believe that I have PTSD with abandonement issues, DroxiDopa is suppose to help with it, but I do not know if it is approved or not.

Just my luck. It is just too connected, and the bacteria infection was so bad, it was as big as a basball, on my breast! Now after anti-biotics, I am pooping out straight black poop. Can you tell me if the poop is bacteria!. I sure hope so because I gained 20 pounds after operation and they are hard to lose. I just get a little queasy at that much bacteria. I see my doctor on Tuesday, but am terrified as to what to tell him, because no doctor seems to want to be straight with me, or they think I am nuts. Three years ago, I pooped out two eggs(big as dairy eggs). One was open and one was not. Honest. I threw them away like a stupid idiot. A doctor said that it could only be parasites. I took anti-biotic and a whole bunch of stuff came out. Bazaar!!!!! I this after that stupid operation.

I have also been extremely uncomfortably tired. I am only 53, is there still a change to get in shape and have some energy?

okay. well since we have time and Iam curious about a few things I am going to ask a few more.

I think the bacteria is allover inside my body, and with my poop being pure black, that is indication that it is coming out. So that is good. I think it is the same time infection as when I was little. strepococco something. I just hope that I do not have lupus.

The sore on my breast is not healing as well as I would like, but it is healing. I am just so glad to find a doctor in town who is addressing the problem. I have had it for five years now, with just little sores and nobody was interested. Do you think that the inflammation could be part of my bigger stomack problem? And my fatique problem?

My thyroid was down so they put me on synthroid. And vit D. My thyroid went to a low number and I was happy about that. But 12 weeks ago it read 1.58, I was still happy about that. But just six weeks later, it read 2.85. That is getting close to the 3.00 mark. I only take .75 or .075. Could'nt they push that up a bit, that is pretty fast timing.

I am afraid that my immune system has been very low for a long while, since I got anemia after my operation.

I am also getting headaches frequently, however, I do need to drink more water and walk before I decide about the thyroid completely.

I do think that I have PTSD, so does the doctor. I just think that I need more norapenephrine and adrenal. The only pill for that is droxidopa. I do not even know if it is FDA approved.

I am just having a dificult time with this extra weight. Not just for vanity reasons either. I get sore all over my joints and my energy level is low. I know that you cannot answer everything or do anything, but I have been getting no-where at my hometown, except finally finding a doctor.

I also am going ahead with hormone therapy, all hormones. I think that my adrenals are worn out. I tried Progesterone for a few months and felt calmer right away. When I took the Estrogen one, I cried all the time. So I decided to have them all checked, I think that may help me some.

I should not feel this sick at 53. I had to go for disability finally after spending all my 401k. But I want to get back into life and do what I enjoy. But not feeling like this. I know that I can feel better and do not have to accept the infections, the extra worry from not having a fully developed sympathetic system and I can quit being so negative now that I cannot do anything about my brain, except getting better medicine. It is just difficult to have a doctor understand. I know it sounds strange, my life. But I also know that I just do not make things up without analyzing them first.

I've been sick long enough. It is time to feel better. The whole abandonement thing has been unfortunenate, because I was such a drama queen and did not know why. And the infection also, because nobody would believe me until it mastisized so big. But I have hope in feeling fit and better.

I just wanted to know about your last comments. Then I will try to leave you alone. There is only so much you can do.

I know that in each blood test my tryclycerides are high, but not too high. I hope I do not have diabetes.

My phase of post-menopausal count is way above what it should be. So evening that out should help.

What do you think?