Question: Hello, I’m having suicidal thoughts, think what would happen if I were gone, maybe I’m better off. I have to think about my nephew and how he loves me to get my head right. I’m easily angered, I’m making up lies to myself in my head, I cry for no reason. I make myself believe I’m miserable. That I’ll never be happy. I sleep a lot. Sometimes don’t even want to get out of bed. Don’t really want to leave the house some days due to the fact I have no friends here, and I don’t like people looking at me, or staring. I feel lonely and unhappy. I’m constantly talking to myself or not at all. I never used to be this way, until the past few years everything changed. I don’t know if I’m bipolar, depressed, or just crazy. I overthink way too much. Steady over and over again. Make up scenarios in my head that aren’t true. I need answers... I’m done living like this. Any suggestions?

Hello, I’m having suicidal thoughts, think what would happen if I were gone, maybe I’m better off. I have to think about my nephew and how he loves me to get my head right. I’m easily angered, I’m making up lies to myself in my head, I cry for no reason. I make myself believe I’m miserable. That I’ll never be happy. I sleep a lot. Sometimes don’t even want to get out of bed. Don’t really want to leave the house some days due to the fact I have no friends here, and I don’t like people looking at me, or staring. I feel lonely and unhappy. I’m constantly talking to myself or not at all. I never used to be this way, until the past few years everything changed. I don’t know if I’m bipolar, depressed, or just crazy. I overthink way too much. Steady over and over again. Make up scenarios in my head that aren’t true. I need answers... I’m done living like this. Any suggestions?

Sometimes.. it’s like I have a good week or so. Where I’m great, no suicidal thoughts, no crying, anything. But then it alll hits. And I feel like I’m crazy and I’m in my head too much. I make myself believe in things that aren’t real. Example: I make myself believe I’m pregnant and then I lose the baby. And I cry, I get emotionally wrecked. But that never happened in real life. I wasn’t ever pregnant. I don’t know.. I’m just stating to think/feel I’ll be like this forever. It’s just weird how I was NEVER this person before. But when i got to my 20’s that’s when everything changed for me. Mentally. In my head all the time.

Sometimes.. it’s like I have a good week or so. Where I’m great, no suicidal thoughts, no crying, anything. But then it alll hits. And I feel like I’m crazy and I’m in my head too much. I make myself believe in things that aren’t real. Example: I make myself believe I’m pregnant and then I lose the baby. And I cry, I get emotionally wrecked. But that never happened in real life. I wasn’t ever pregnant. I don’t know.. I’m just stating to think/feel I’ll be like this forever. It’s just weird how I was NEVER this person before. But when i got to my 20’s that’s when everything changed for me. Mentally. In my head all the time.

You’re thinking bipolar personality??

You’re thinking bipolar personality??