Hi, I Have Been Hallucinating A Lot (seeing, Feeling, And

Question: Hi, I have been Hallucinating a lot (seeing, feeling, and hearing things that aren't there). My anxiety has gotten worse because of it and not I am paranoid. Sometimes I don't know if I'm hallucinating or not and fear strikes me. It is getting harder and harder to convince my brain that it isn't real. I also realized that even when/ever since I was a little kid, I hallucinated. I just want some answers about it. Please help. Some things I was diagnosed with: ADHD, Depression, Anxiety.

I usually feel like a knife stabbing me or bugs crawling all over me or someone holding me don and I can't get up at all and I start to hyperventilate when this happens or sometimes I feel like something is trying to pull of bite my leg off. My moods are odd. I would be happy and all the sudden feel down or mad about something or even nothing. I also get all the sudden tired for some odd reason in the day but wide awake at night. I get startled easily. Like once someone was walking up behind me and I looked back and saw them, when I looked away I all the sudden got scared and then turned back around and screamed ”oh God please no!” because for some reason I thought they were gonna hurt me or attack me. I sometimes feel like I can't control myself, I am hallucinating and then all the sudden I feel that I'm smiling, I was scared, I didn't want to smile. It was like something forced me to smile. I see things like figures of people for a split second, colors when I close my eyes, light moving around even though it is dark, thinks in my room moving, the walls moving, things getting bigger and smaller. I hear things like voices whispering or noises like banging or scratching or walking. It is so scary and my brain can't tell what are hallucinations and what is real anymore. What is happening to me? I'm so so scared.