Hi XXXXXXX

Thanks for the query

As professionals, we usually assess three things. As regards to your questions are concerned:

1. Identity: Whether you consider yourself as male or female, whether your friends and nears consider you as male or female.

2. Sexual Orientation and preference: Are you more oriented towards same sex or opposite sex? Do you wish or desire to have sexual interaction with same sex or opposite sex? Do you get aroused sexually by a male or female?

As per your report, it seems that your identity is male and orientation / preference is male, too. This is what is creating distress in you.

This may occur in homosexual state, may be normal to adolescent age as yours age is now 21 years (if so, it can pass away with age), may be part of other mental health issues like Schizophrenia / trance and possession disorder (as you are reporting that you mimic like or act like others).

These conditions are treatable either with medications (if schizophrenia, with antipsychotics; if trance and possession disorder, with psychotherapy; if homosexuality, by behavior therapy).

Before that, you need to consult a psychiatrist for a detailed assessment, interview and psychometric testing for a definite diagnosis.

Hope this answers your query to some extent. I would be available for further discussion.

Thank you.

Regards

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