Brief Answer: You will be helped, its your basic right, no worry Detailed Answer: Thank you for asking! ADHD is psychiatric condition and it needs regular follow up.Now the reason for your life being messy is because you never had follow ups in last five years. Now that you have moved to indiana you should seek a psychiatrist's help. You have the right to be helped for ADHD and you will be so you have nothing to say to them. You need not just medicines but cognitive behavioural therapies, psychosocial intervention and a competent psychiatrist. Stay compliant in future to the medicines, and follow ups and your life won't be a mess any more. You should sign up to some group therapies for people having ADHD. For more information regarding self education use following links . 1-Mental Health and Behavior Center http://www.emedicinehealth.com/mental-health/center.htm 2-WebMD, ADD and ADHD Health Center http://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/default.htm 3-National Institute of Mental Health, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/attention-deficit-hyperactivity-disorder-adhd/index.shtml 4-Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, ADHD http://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/ADHD/ 5-National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke, Attention Deficit-Hyperactivity Disorder Information Page http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/adhd/adhd.htm 6-The Mayo Clinic, Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) in children http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/adhd/basics/definition/con-0000 7-National Resource Center (NRC) on AD/HD: http://www.help4adhd.org/ I hope it helps. Dont forget to close the discussion please.May the odds be ever in your favour. Take care

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