Suggest Treatment For Obsessive Thoughts

Question: Kindly read the background and answer the important questions. Kindly be candid as I am not Squeemish. Her and I are not in contention. She likely does not recall me though she might. Her identity is not revealed in any way. Her motives are important to meand the dates I give you are signifiicant as to why this is of interest. We did not date. There was a girl in university back in the 1990's when I was 12 years older than her. She was a carreerist type, very beautiful and I approcahed her once briefly with a sort of strong statement in 1991. Nothing rude. She seemed taken back a bit. No followup through bad reactions. But something took over her. There were statements she blurted out during the four years, all interesting from time to time meant for me to hear. After the four years, I never saw her again exept at a speech in a downtown arena where she saw me but walked right by me. 10 years later in 2003, I learned through the internet that she had married in 96 but divorced in 2000. She had kept that house she purchased in 1996 after she got her masters ( I did mine somewhere else ) and wrote a professional exam successfully until 2013. Her first husband and her as well as her new husband were on the ownership details when the house was sold. Here is the question. Their were subtle insinuations of numerology concerning that girl ( subtle ) and she was carrying the reputation of a genius. She was Catholic of a known ethnic heritage in that community and was known as a genius yet occasxsionally and in a friendly way certain statements were made to me that she may not be as great a person as I thought ( all speculation that I was thinking this ) and these were from her ethnic and academic peers. She was beatiful and had an amazing way about her. We never had a conversation together and even after that one encounter in 91 when I was 31 and she 19, there was a birthday pary she had and I wasn't invited. There was something between her an I but it was all telepathy and oblique statements. The house she sold in 2012 atnd I noticed in 2013 on the net ( I had no knowledge of her marriage 4 years after graduation or divorce ) had my birthday, my biological sister's birthday, the street has my Father's initials, and with digits in a certain order, my Father's birthday, Mother's birthday as well. Now then, when I enrolled in the undergraduate degree program, My parents who guaranteed my tuition had their names recorded by the registrars office, obviously and my sister may also have been there for emergency reference reasons. pehaps her birthday too was given. If you look deeper and without minipulation as the fprmer, you see the President of the United States, an important date of an event ( Like JFK Assasination), the name of a diety, and the president's name in the future when this event would occur. So the name is has the President when we were at the university, not the one when she bought the house, but the one that years later this event would occur. Now listen carefully, I analyse everything objectively. I am not a numeologist and these numbers are not maouvered or divided, subtracted, and in this case, not multiplied. The house she lived in with her parents, a few miles from this one I am discusiing, was purchased in a year My family sold an important house which had her coordinates. I am twelve years older than her. That housewas sold in 1985 and her parents house was purchased in 1985. Different endes of the continant. That address from my youth had similat stuff pertaining to her, including as I learned recently her biological brothers actual name. During adolescence I had two psychic visitations fore around 12 seconds concerning a girl down south younger who loves me. It felt great but then decipitated. Her ethnic grou[p was mentioned. I am of traditionally raised within another religion and ethnic group and different country. Her religion was the theme of that university I went to with her their in our school within that University and she was from that religion though not an overt practicioner. Now, the connection between us was telepathic, between myself and others too. However, she never folloiwed up on any of her " behind the mind " statements butg the connection was definantly there. Themes were, she was the reincarnation of a sister of mine who died around the time of her birth and I was brought here to see her ( this was implied very subtlely and I never believed it ) another theme was that she was a destined wife ( She showed no interest and statements were made to me that her Father is so strict that he would not let her do this-- Meaning the telepathy ), a garden of XXXXXXX theme, a sybling rivalry theme, a political adversarial theme ( I was holding twelve years earlier a political Science degree and these youbg people were not social scientists. This was a business program). There were other themes as well. The group did not bother me or otherwise disturb me but they were not sociable either as if they had instructions. I will tell you, I sold a house in her general region the same year she sold the one I am speaking about---2012. That house she was raised in since 1985 had on her address, the date of a fampouis political assasination. The parents reasons for selecting a house with this address is not bizzare, however, these things can be done unkowingly by the doer's also. That assasination was from her parents youth. Thjey had reason to hate the political figure from a country important for the. Again, I am not pushing. However take note that even that address with minor re-arrangoing of the numbers has my birthday too, however not as obvious as the house she personally owned and sold in 2012. What is your opinion of these second house numbers? She could have gotton these coordinated from the administration, but why considering we never spoke to each other? Consider that after the four year coarse and when she saw me " coincidentilly" at that important speech downtown from another famous political figure she walked up the stairs with another woman from her ethnic stock right by me and said nothing but I saw stress on her face and then a recovery. I say this to show you that the coordinated on her house addresss purchased in 96 when married was 3 years after this encounter at the speech. Our ethnic groups are not hostile however the religbions from history in general outside her specific group were adversaries, like protestant and Catholic. I am not and never was hostile towards hers and even studied it for the purposes of comprehending western civilization. I have delved into the religion I was brought up in ( not strictly at all but it was there) and I do not like it. It has been bad luck for me since youth if you take the idea of an actual diety seriously. I hate it. Her's is better even though she is not so streict about it but I was able to analyse that it was intrenched there due to her parents traditional respect. I am leaving out important details but these are some objective expressions of all this. We are both hetrosexual. I was at the school on a visa for foreighn students. They were not hospitable but not offensive either, at all. " Correction " I DID NOT LEARN OF HER MARRIAGE IN 1996 AND DIVORCE IN 2000 UNTIL 2013, NOT 2003 AS I PRINTED IN OTHER E-MAIL. BELOW, TRUNCATED STUFF NOT ON LAST E-MAIL kINDLY DISREGARD SPELLING ERRORS ON ALL E-MAILS. . Our ethnic groups are not hostile however the religions from history in general outside her specific group were adversaries, like protestant and Catholic. I am not and never was hostile towards hers and even studied it for the purposes of comprehending western civilization. I have delved into the religion I was brought up in ( not strictly at all but it was there) and I do not like it. It has been bad luck for me since youth if you take the idea of an actual deity seriously. I hate it. Her's is better even though she is not so strict about it but I was able to analyse that it was entrenched there due to her parent’s traditional respect. I am leaving out important details but these are some objective expressions of all this. We are both heterosexual. I was at the school on a visa for foreign students. They were not hospitable but not offensive either, at all. I speak of the group in the business program with her as the focus point. The administration and faculty were excellent.They may have sensed I was offensive until I relaxed my presence as I am within myself a powerful person. Normal physical build however. Terrible acne from 12- 26 but scars are not offensive unless one really looks close and is in a mental state of mind to absorb those things. Perhaps she didn’t want her children to inherit acne. I agree with her. However, this conflicts with the theme of the soul of the x’d sibling, which I know was a female when it died at birth. I am not to marry my sister, as this is unsound. She appeared through anograms not to take this too seriously but one never knows what the other is thinking especially when there are priorities. There were seroiuos obsticles and warnings- one outside this telepathic and behing the mind communication-- that strongly indicated not to persue her. I interpreted this rationally and for my own benefit as well, as I had witnessed two friends at that school- not in our program- get booted out because of conduct issues and also in the last semester, on of the students in that business group went to a professor and com,plained about me regarding my volatile inner energy. This shows that this group is not heitant to run to the administration and complain. They likely would have done so had her and I got into an argument on campus. They were not aware of my former political Science Degree. It was 81, from the Cold WAR AND IT FOCUSSED HEAVILY ON XXXXXXX STALIN HIMSELF. THIS WAS A SERIOUS BUSINESS DEGREE AT THE EXACT TIME THE USSR BROKE UP. Other students were part of the “telepathic” communication. What do you think? I do not practice this stuff, but it was brought to me.