Dear Dr XXXXXXX
I am quite ready to believe that my problem could be a Mental Health issue, but my
Psychiatrist does not think so. I had severe
encephalitis last May, have no memory of the first 3 days, and found out about 2 weeks later that I had almost died the first night.
My
neurologist feels that there is a connection between the two bouts of illness, and I was slowly recovering from the encephalitis ..... very slowly. I needed to use a walking frame for several months. The onset this time was again very sudden and again I was in hospital, but only for 2 days. That was in mid-December last year. This time the symptoms were somewhat different, and even now I remain unaware of any of them except the
Vertigo. My memory is very unreliable and I don't notice that I appear very confused. To me, it feels as if the vertigo is the only problem. I find it difficult to make someone else understand me and I feel quite annoyed when I am not understood.
I was again booked on a holiday in Europe, but have been strongly advised not to go overseas, especially alone. I am very disappointed, but can see the sense in that. Only twice before have I experienced a
Panic Attack, and both times I felt an overwhelming undifferentiated terror, which lasted bout half an hour.
The time-frame in this latest set of symptoms is quite different, and can last up to 2 days. The main emotion I feel is anger, not fear, and the disappointment of losing my holiday. All the doctors I have seen so far are adamant that I can't go alone, which makes me feel vary annoyed ..... until the symptoms hit again
I have had an EEG, but there are no signs of
epilepsy. The MRI showed a calcified Meningoma, and apparently signs of many very small TIA's. BP is normal though I was checked for
Postural Hypotension .... negative.
If it is all to do with Mental Health issues, it would be a relief, as I could adjust my lifestyle accordingly, but many questions remain.
Thank you for your opinion,
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