Question: I have done the adhd test/questionaires with a specialist and test highly likely to have it. But after seeing a specialist my doctor got me to go to a psychiatrist. After talking to the psychiatrist and telling them a little about myself. How my upbringing was like and if i had any addictions to drugs. My upbringing wasn't the best, considering move out on my own at the age of 14. Also i do smoke quite abit of marijuana at the age of 18. Ever since then i like to sit back and unwind with a puff or two, But i do it everyday. After telling the psychiatrist everything, i went back to my family doctor and was prescribed cymbalta then after cipralex cause i was having bad side effects from the first precription for depression. Also i was diagnosed with anxiety and i was given appo lorazapam. She also wanted me to give up marijuana because she could not diagnosed me properly with adhd when im on another substance constantly. I havnt been on any of the meds after giving it a try for a few months and having all bad side effects from them. I also still havnt given up marijuana. After being off the meds for a bit i didnt want to even go back to my family doctor because i feel like shes taking marijuana into account too much and a little biased because it is an a illegal drug. I have not seen here in about 4-5 years maybe longer. During that time all i was doing was moving around to different homes and apartments around 5-6 times in thr past 2 years. Never being able to hold a steady job because i get extremly bored and eventually quit and find another job. Even back to when i remeber during highschool and elementary school i was always very easily distracted and never attentive during class. I've been struggling through life for a very long time. Up until 5 month ago i happen to come across some adderalls which i found helped me focused well, but i was having bad side effects from them. But the past 1-3 months i came across some vyvanse and they helped me alot with staying focused and very productive. I take a 50 mg of vyvanse every other day when i wake up. because i can 15 pills a month from the "sky". my life has changed drastically thr past 3 month while being on vyvanse. I also notice that i am better at remembering and getting things done. also ive been able to hold a job for longer than a month which was a huge XXXXXXX too me because i usually get bored and wander to a next job pretty quick. The only thing is, i am not diagnosed with adhd and do not have a proper precription. I fear if i go back to my family doctor and tell her all of this. She will think i have a major addiction problem. I admit i am highly addicted to marijuana and ciggerettes. But i genuinley think the vyvanse are making a huge positive impact effect on my life. What should i do? Please help. I would like to stop getting vyvanse illegally and actually have a proper prescription for it. Or anything that will help me stay more focused and productive in my life.

How long would i have to detox from marijuana and vyvanse before i should make another appointment to see my doctor. Thank you for responding. At this point in my life where i should be thinking of my health a little more.