Question: Hi, My question Is more a query and I do not expect an exact answer. I am a single man in my early 60's . I am very attracted to the female form. I have no long term relationship. Over 40 years ago I was dating a woman . One evening during a little difference of opinion she said to me " you are not a man at all". Today I look back at that with a bit of amusement. I have a growing awareness that maybe she was not far wrong. I just love wearing the skirt and the attire that goes with it. I am a very emotional person. When I dance to music I feel like a woman dancing to it , and my dance is very feminine. I am of the growing realization that I may be of a Transgender nature. What would be your guarded opinion with the little you know of me.??. I always wear a female panties, panty girdle , net stockings etc . I feel wonderful . Last month on going into a department store. I went through the men's department . Boring , When I went into the women's department , my spirits just soared. I felt in cloud nine. I went to examine the skirts , panties , bras etc. I just felt great. This was all accidental .What do you think

Thank you for your answer.
1.I of course am terrified of the implications of this answer , even though I am glad that I am beginning to get confirmation of it.
2.I live in a very conservative rural environment (lovely to live in) .So I will be very careful to very gradually express and explore my condition.
3.I went to the doctors surgery today to get my bloods tested for cholesterol, psa and test . You see my testosterone levels were very low a few years ago , and I also had to be circumcised . So I am on a testosterone gel at the moment and Cialis for erections.
4.Funny thing , the testosterone is reawakening my desire and attractiveness for women and I love the feeling of a hard erection when I wake up in the morning. The desire to wear a skirt like a pleated skirt or flippy etc is getting even stronger , actually to be unbelievable strong.
5.About fifteen years ago I went to Morocco on a trip. we went into a store with beautiful women's dresses. My heart started beating when I saw them .I just had to buy two of them. When I came home I felt horrified and shocked . I gave them to my sister using the lie that I got them for a girlfriend , who broke up with me.
6.I unfortunately come from a family with a lot of disagreement. Some family members do not talk to me and visa and versa. I have no close friends.
7.I always have a feeling of pressure on me. I always thought this was a psychological thing or some trauma. But now I am beginning to wonder.
8.I am a teacher and it would be impossible to go to school in a skirt. Unfortunately even the girls in our school are not allowed to wear skirts now , because no matter what the authorities requested of them , they began to wear the skirts shorter and shorter. To be honest they were ridiculous for school. All right for a disco but not for school.
9.I will try to get some photographs of me in a skirt over the next few weeks and I will send a few on to you.
10.Today was a great step for me. Actually , going to the doctor's surgery with my pleated tartan skirt, netted stockings , socks and flashes.

Regards. XXXXXXX

Dear Dr XXXXXXX

Thanks very much for your reply. I do not think going back is an option. I will move forward towards the female gender carefully and thrust in Diving XXXXXXX to do the right thing.


I am acquiring such a stage of inner peace , which is just addictive. I feel I am a strong current going in one direction only. Two years ago , I would not have the courage to wear a skirt in public. But my neighbours are getting used to me now.

If it is my destiny to transition to the female gender then so be it. I would go to England to visit a transgender therapist , and consider hormone therapy and later SRS.

I will thread carefully and listen to my heart.

Thanks very much.

Sorry about the abrupt ending . I touched the wrong button in my computer. I wish my name to be removed from the correspondence as in the off chance any person in my area would see it.