Brief Answer:
You need to accept that life is hard.
Detailed Answer:
Hi Ms. XXXXXXX
I am grateful for your response and elaborate answers.
As I see it, you been through a lot recently and I can understand the pain and anguish, my heart goes out for you.
First things first, feeling aches all over is due to your weekly exercise, the remedy for this, more frequent exercise. I will explain this to you, when we exercise once in while, like once a week, our body (Particularly muscles) builds up lactic acid due to anaerobic respiration in the muscles, and this lactic acid causes sore muscles which are very tender to touch and it is quite a pain, but if you continue to exercise on a regular basis, like say every day, then the increase in blood supply every day makes sure that this lactic acid is cleared off from the muscles.
Important thing to remember during workouts or running is to warm up for 5 to 10 minutes before you actually do the running, this warm up will improve the lactic acid and will ready your muscles for further exercise without building up lactic acid.
Exercise on a daily basis and see how you will feel. The best part comes here, if you exercise on a daily basis, your brain produces certain hormones called endorphins, these are very powerful mood altering hormones, the main purpose of these hormones is to make a person happy.
You can take my word for it, if you continue to exercise daily, you will be a much happier person. I do understand that you are going through tough time, please do this and see the change for yourself.
Constant
tiredness hurting head and waking up in the early hours is due to
depression and
anxiety, I know losing job is extremely scary and depressing, but that is not the end of world my dear, you will get a new job soon, you just need to look for the right job which is secure, I am positive that you will find a job that suits your requirements soon, you just need to start looking for it in the right place.
As for raised WBCs in the blood, I mentioned in my previous response that you will have the WBCs raised during recovery phase of an illness, if you could tell me the exact numbers it will be helpful. It would be even better if you can upload the reports, both the earlier ones as well as the recent one. Please stop worrying, it is a normal thing that every one goes through while recovering from a recent infection of any sort. I am sure you don't have any physical problem.
Dark circles and blood shot again are due to anxiety, depression and lack of sleep, you need to get good sleep, I know you are worried, you need to accept the reality, and move on, you will not be able to achieve anything by worrying over the past. Once you accept the reality your next step will be to look for how to correct that, you need to focus on what you can do next, as I see it, you need to get a job now, so focus on giving interviews, prepare yourself, be presentable and confident at the interviews, if you are confident, then you will get the job you want, all it takes is willingness to work and confidence in yourself.
You know what you want and you know what you are best at, pick the job that interests you most and apply for that job with multiple companies, if you are confident during your interview, I can assure you, you will get the call back from all the companies you applied for.
I will tell you again, there is nothing wrong with you, you are fine, everyone goes through such phases in life, the looser is not the one who falls, but the one who refuses to get up, get up and get going.
I look forward to hearing positive resolve from you, don't worry about the results, give your best and definitely good things will happen.
Wishing you all the very best for your bright future.
Warm regards.