hello doctor, I have suffered with depression for about 22yrs , it all started when we lost our first baby , she was still born at 8 months , I held myself together for yrs and have to boys now , they are 23 and 10 yrs old , i had a breack down 3yrs ago and was in hospital for 7wks , and have been on meds since and attend my monthly clinic every month, I never seen my daughter as i didn t want to let her go , i do have photo of her and she is beautiful, we called her jacqueline anne after me, i have never got over not holding or seeing her and its eating me away , there are lots of things that have happened in my childhood , like my dads drinking and coming home and beating my mum , it was just awful , my youngest sister then started drinking and taking drugs and she has jumped off the chiffs here were we life twice and lost her leg the second time , i could go on and on , could this be the cause of my depression. thank you for that the time to read this , jacqueline mannix