I had a defib. installed on 04, and I feel like I am on my own to figure out how to live with it, ie. what can Ipick up weight wise, what affect do my emotions , fear, have on this machine to go off. I am an emotional person with a great careing attitude for many topics and people , iy seems that when I get overinvolved with emotions my heart does not like it, powerfull beats will start occuring and even the shock might hit me. since I have had the devise it has gone off 5 times with some similar prior evenys. I feel aone in this new way of life, I don" feel secure and need some other people to speak with. I hope you can help???????