HI
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I can under stand your problem let me tell you that you are not alone in this boat numbers of such persons are there who are facing such problems, who is responsible for such condition just ask simple question to your self, the solution is just near you, try to find it out, and for that you will have to first bring your confidence back keep your moral high, cheer up take good sleep of at least six to seven hours, have words with people whom you are having some kind of disputes or inconvenience, every thing will be okay if you start thinking in that way have good day.