I am a 27 year-old female. I used to poop or pee in home-made diapers for both fun and curosity when I was a teen, but I quit it many years ago because I thought it was a messy as well as morally bad behavior. After that, I occasionally dreamed of this act suffering all the time I was asleep. My problem is that the rate of these dreams has noticeably increased within last 2 years. In addition, I have found that I have a great desire to watch videos on the internet in which people are peeing or pooping in their pants or diapers. This stimulates me to the extent that I want to piss myself and I struggle a lot to control my urine. Since I haven t had any sexual experience, I can t realize whether this is sexual or fun or an addiction. 1) Would you please tell me how to recognize the type of my behavior among the three afformentioned ones, i.e. sexual, fun, addiction? Am I an AB or a DL or none? 2) Is this a psychologic problem? How can I cure it anyway? 3) Does this have anything to do with my desire to act like boys when I was a child and a teenage and I still lack some of female skills such as behaving seducingly?