Hello, ok well i guess i'll just say whats troubling me, i'm a 27 year old male father of two, i love all things feminie, the clothes the hair make up nails the whole things, to the point that i have a desire to be one, on the other hand, if i got my wish, i've no desire whatsover to be on a mans arm, or to have sex with one, the idea revolts me, strange thing with that is if i watch porn, only hetro sex arouses me, gay or lesbain does not, while being a gay girl myself does hold an appeal, is this a normal way to feel, or do i have my wires crossed in my brain? please be nice