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Eating Disorder. Anxiety On Food And Then Guilt. Depression?
Hello Doctor. My name is Lindsay. I am writing to you for your honest, sincere, medical opinion. So I'm just going to . It's a(MAJOR) issue that reared its ugly head. I call it "not wanting to" be a big fat slob.", I am a failure, Wish I was dead that day I collapsed outside of the gallery because I do not deserve a life at all & peace, love,and happiness. NEVER .So about 2 months ago I reached mcisy breaking point of omy weight! So I decided to start a diet. Also I went to a "Weight Loss Doctor"..He basically weighed me once at our first visit & that's it. Each month I go, get the diet pills, & a B12 shot & the rest is up to me. (eating,exercise) . So as I said I'm very obsessive & compulsive with anything! Especially with things I REALLY WANT! So basically this "diet" took over my life.Coffee in the morning, no lunch, & dinner varies but is alway small..sometimes I chew gum or don't eat at all. I have rituals with the scale. Abuse Laxatives.Intentionally starve myself. I lost about 30 pounds & my start nsideweight was 140. I see an obese or fat girl when I look in the mirror. It is weird. I call myself names 24/7. Constantly look in mirror at flaws. I hate my fat. I keep a "food journal." And I just bought a treadmill so I can walk/run any time I want to, for as Beinlong as I want to. Being around food gives me anxiety. Eating just isn't the same. Food tastes nasty to me. Then I will feel sad, ashamed,guilty,etc the next week or so for eating. I like to feel "empty" inside. But I feel like I'm getting FATTER! I constantly put myself down in every way. & I wanna get another boob job cuz I'm not happy with my current boob jobs. One implant never fell into its "pocket" & the other one is bigger than the other. I HATE my circles under my eyes, all the sudden I feel like I have bad skin, I want to get lip injections, Botox, maybe do something drastic to my hair, I like my fashion statement..tight jeans, tight shirts, stiletto's, uggs, stiletto knee boots, leather, hair has to be done & ALL my make-up needs to be on or I will be humiliated, embarrassed, have major anxiety. And soooooooooooo much more. Please give me your opinion of what is going on with me & my eating issues, etc. Thank you, Lindsay A
Thu, 26 Sep 2013
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You are having a lot of issues related to anxiety. You used to have anxiety disorder mainly obsessive ideas and then you visited a doctor for weight loss. You have become obsessive related to your weight. You developed bad taste for food. You started skipping meals. You have developed issues like poor body shape, unhappiness with your current body structure, unhappiness with breasts. You have developed hopelessness and worthlessness. Most likely these are the symptoms and complications of eating disorder anorexia nervosa. Although it's in initial stages but in patient with history of anxiety it can develop with severity. You have abused laxatives also and this is causing complications in you.
Consult a Psychiatrist for expert management.
thanks
You are having a lot of issues related to anxiety. You used to have anxiety disorder mainly obsessive ideas and then you visited a doctor for weight loss. You have become obsessive related to your weight. You developed bad taste for food. You started skipping meals. You have developed issues like poor body shape, unhappiness with your current body structure, unhappiness with breasts. You have developed hopelessness and worthlessness. Most likely these are the symptoms and complications of eating disorder anorexia nervosa. Although it's in initial stages but in patient with history of anxiety it can develop with severity. You have abused laxatives also and this is causing complications in you.
Consult a Psychiatrist for expert management.
thanks
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