For about 7 or 8 days now , I ve been feeling completely empty and just pure emotional numbness , I can t seem to get excited or passionate about anything anymore and haven t felt myself for over a week , it s very frustrating and I really don t want to feel like this anymore , I miss having feelings and being able to think about things and go out and socialize with my friends and my natural excitement and enthusiasm about things. I went to the hospital , because the first few days I had really bad feverish symptoms and felt horrible and nauseous and a really rapid heartbeat, they said they found blood and a weird type of protein in my urine that spread and may of possibly caused an infection, so they put me on a drip and injected an anti sickness drug into my body and then gave me a course of anti biotics. But I ve been taking these anti biotics and I still have the complete same emptiness and feeling disconnected.