Hi, I am very concerned at the moment as I am very scared and upset. I have a fear of being left alone. When i am on my own for whatever reason, I freak out. I permenantly shake. I always have uncontrollably shaking hands, I can never remember anything and I go very angry and sad for no reason, can't ever get to sleep and when ever is hear a loud noise I just feel like I'm going to cry and I get so angry and my muscles tense up and I bite my teeth together so hard and I keep getting shivers and when this happens I always turn so angry I think i would be better dying but have a strong fear of dying and I always think I'm going to loose control, I'll imagine myself ding something and the will have t stop myself doing it. I hate this so much.