I am going through depression for 9 years i have episodes of panic attack, speek very fastly and in high volume, sleepless night and days, anger, always used to fight with almost everyone, i am always use to think about committing suicide, apthy, not able to think correctly,not able to trust anyone, i am very afraid to take any life decision. I was a very bright student and talented also but today i am jobless and in home and i just want to die nothing good gonna be happens to me ,i tried lot did hardwork for 10 years but the output is 0.Now it is very dissapointed and i am tired of my life please tell me what to do. I am 25 years old and now nobody like me just because of my behaviour but it is not my fault i can t help myself.