I have been diagnosed with clinical depression say 4years ago but due to lack of funds, nothing have been done as per treatment. None of my folks believed my need for care and companionship. My daily life has seriously worsened. Now I have acute malnutrition leading to acute deficiencies in vitamin A, B6, C and E. I could sleep all day too weak to do anything, and since I have been socially isolated from childhood, there s nobody around. I experience headaches, down to my eye balls. I also just recently noticed bad breaths and whitish tongue, my genitals scrates me, looks whitish and produces foul odour. I am 26yrs old and I have never been close to a woman to experience sex, but when I am all tensed up, I watch porn and masturbate. I don t know what frequency is okay. I feel painfully alienated from mainstream of the society. I hate that I could be awfully quiet and aloof, unnoticed and too poor to do anything about it. I don t want to die!