I am on 20 mg of escitalopram. I have had an extremely stressful 2017 with many deaths in my family. My daughter is now engaged to an abusive, controlling, drug user and dealer and has our 6 year old son in this situation. We raised him for the first 6 years of his life and now that she feels she has a man to help her raise him, she has taken him and the fiancé refuses to let us see or talk with him. I am devastated an do not know how I can ever be happy again. I worry about him constantly, I cannot eat or sleep. My husband and I are both in counseling and I know from that, I have no control over the situation, but it does not make my emotions any easier. I try to not go in public, mainly because it is so hard for me to have people ask me about my Grandson. I go to my Doctor tomorrow and would like to be able to help with the decision on what to do with my medicine. Do you have any suggestions.