30 male , 5'10", no major illness, had jaundice when i was small, .but dont remember that.Doctor i cannot think properly, i find myself behaving very odd with people, either i am always nervous , or either too shy, or to be more precise, secluded. There is a fear inside of me, and it's not a very good type of fear, it renders me helpless in fron tof others, my weaknessess show up, they are highlighted, that is why i avoid people.i cant remember things, i dont seem to understand or even recognise myself.my behaviour is unacceptable to normal people, itake spasmo proxyvon. i feel empty inside, like every little fun of life has been drowned out of me, im using PV just to make myself normal, and that effect is also hard to come by nowa days. Doctor i can only pray, cause there are other lives attached to mine and i dont want to see them destroyed like mine. What should i do , Pray?