I am a 56 yr old recovering alcoholic. I ve been clean and sober 4 yrs aug 10th 2014 gods willing!!!!!!!! I am on my 2nd day of no taramadol 50 gm I was taking 6 a day maybe 7 for 2wks. I am also on Lamictal 100 mg In am 100mg pm also Cymbalta 30 mg pm. The other day I said the hell with all this medicine I through it all down the toilet. My only concern is the taramadol cold turkey, I have cold turkied the others before., and Im alive no withdrawel from that . I feel sluggish ,dehydrated, no appitite, crying but not depressed,tired, body aches. I do have benedryle they help How long will this last and what is your opinion on hat to do about this. I was told that taramodol was not a narcotic ya right?????????? Otherwise I would not of taken it. Little nervous, I love sobriety and i m sad that I did this to myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!