My mood changes very quickly sometimes when somebody says something no matter what i feel sad and angry. People see me as a monster without feelings because cant make myself respond to what they are saying. There is this double standard where other people say everything what they want and when i do this it s just not okay. I have do check, say and do stuff several times because if I don t do them something bad may happen i realize it s stupid but i can t stop. My brain never stops working anď thinking and I can fall asleep easy its always a nightmare. I feel guilt all the time about things that happened years ago. There many other stuff but it s already too long. I don t know what to do and if that is normal what I just explained.