ear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. The scenario you are in now, happens with almost every person on the earth. Nothing is certain in human life. You are worried because, you feel that all the doors forward are closed. Are they? Don;t you have qualification? Experience? A will to move forward? Loved ones to help you? Other skills and abilities? Sit and think. You should stumble across your future path. For sure, you shall succeed. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.