i am suritha, studying ma in anthropology, actually i met with married person in sexual contact 3years ago, he is good person in the sense well hearted, he never force me to do anything because he knows everything about me and my goals, moreover he encourages to study, 2-3 months before his wife came to know about us,she talked to me but no problem with her because she gives importance to her husband, my family believes me as a great person and as good daughter to them, and he said clearly that i dont want to force you, if you want means come to me otherwise your wish, i like my wife &children so i cant marry you i agreed with that, at the same time me too have no interest to sex with him but i cant live without talking to him, by this talking with him i am changing &going to meet him, i want to prove parents expectations, i have that stamina but not doing, why? and what to do in this condition/