Hi I am a student study at Baruch College, I have been feeling depressed since I started in Baruch because I have been getting bad grades. One of the important reasons that leads to the depression is Baruch has a requirement for those who want to enroll in zicklin school of business must meet a GPA requirement of 2.25 for over all courses and 2.4 for pre-business courses. For now, my over all GPA is 2.8 and pre-business courses is 2.2, which creates a barrier for me to register for zicklin school.
I don't know what to do but to blame my poor performance...even if I study a lot, my exam results are still pretty poor whereas my friends have excellent score on their exams. Also, I always have a feeling that all my friends will look down at me because I am useless, so I have always wanted to compete with them as a way to improve my peformance and show them that I am not as useless as they thought. However, it always turns out to be opposite of what I have expected.
I just don't understand why this is happening to me when I am so diligent in all my classes, and this is not fair and I feel tired, but my parents expect me to graduate next year because I am a senior. How am I supposed to graduate without getting into zicklin school!!! please help me!!!!