hi i am a 44 yr old female i smoke, i have severe scarred feelings of something is wrong with me, heart, cancer, ms, u name it, i'm scared i'm gonna have it wrong with me, recently i have this numb kinda feeling on left side of my face, it scares me then i start thinking omg, what's wronng with me, worrying about my health is a daily thing somedays are worse than others, why does my face feel numb sometimes? why cant i stop stressin out