bottom line:i'm 59, male,hetero & bipolar and probably dspd..in my 30's hung with younger people.have never had a job due to disability.am attracted to women 12-15 years younger than me,I'm 59 but look youger -people think i'm early 40's.interests are in no way that of most adults.i've had time 24/7 to play around do & whatever I wish since diagnosed and on disability since 1981.i'm obsessed with 80's music,music videos from that era and early 90's..that's my pass time-also CB radios...needless to say,i have no friends..am completely alone.had one best friend for 20 years.identical interests and beliefs.he's not around anymore./How do I change my life and get friends.