I have herpes on my lips I contracted it from a patient that spit in my face with a lot of slaver from her mouth i was working in a hospital and was transferring a patient to a wheel chair by holding her two knees together and looking up in her face from this position. i have been on valacyclovir for many years now when ever i try to get off this medicine the herpes reoccure on my lips in blisters that will burst into sores and will bleed and will be very crusty i have break outs from time to time if off the medicine my doctor is refusing to give me the medcine. what must i do , should i report him to the hospital?