i am 62 retired,i want to live with my wife,but whenever i sense [see,hear,remember her i loose my mental balance,bp,blood sugar gets disturbed since she,her sisters,mother diabolically abused,threatened,accused from 1990 to 2005,no stopped--ok,i developed bp,dm on insulin;dr prescibed rispond plus for 2 months temporarily, i am afraid to take it on googling,pl advice