I am a 15 year old female and I am unsure if I am depressed. I used to cut myself, but stopped because of the way it affected my parents when they found out. I am gay and am afraid to tell anyone/feel insecure about it. I have spoken to a teacher in the past about my feelings and she told my parents, they then spoke to me and said they would get me help. It has been almost a year and they have yet to do so. I am not pushy on the topic with my family and have become more reclusive after telling my parents about my feelings. I am having a consentration problem as of late and my grades are dropping slightly. I have been biting my nail more than normal and this causes headaches. I also am having a seeing and hear problem. All of this is building onto the pressure that I feel. I am losing interest in this I normally enjoy and feel bothered to do much. I can hardly sleep because my brain keeps working when I need to rest. I tried to commit suicide in the past and have been thinking about it often. This has been going on since I told my parents before. I thought telling them would take the opposite affect. I am afraid to talk to anyone and am unsure of who to talk to anyway. I am also afraid of putting my family into dept because of my problem, we are struggling as it is and I know counceling is expensive. What should I do?