I am in a PTSD and DID crisis....I don't know what to do, I was sexually abused for 5 years by my pedophile grandfather, I am 44 now and but never received support after telling, and had traumatic events after, housefire and I was in coma and almost died due to an infection... I cannot think, I am in pain , emotionally and physically , I have ringing in my ears, and my muscles are spasming, I have history of seizures too and my mental health affects that, help.....should I go inpatient psych??