Hey I m really in a bad spot right now with every passing day its harder and harder and harder to do anything I cant function anymore I don t see the point anymore my memory , focus basically all of mental health isn t there I feel like a slow retard and I very rarely consume any mind altering substances also I have very little energy to do anything. When I m not depressed I don t care about anything and the things that I should care about and feel happy about them. I can feel how my brain or my whole self is just degrading with weeks,months and years passing, I have been trying to resolve it for years now, I ve taken antidepressants for 1.5 years altogether and the result I have is even worse mental function and weak emotions, more like ignore everything around me type of mentality, I respond very little to social activity (i.e. talk very little, don t know what to say, don t get the jokes or not find them funny). I feel like the end is near. I ve spent loads of money on supplements , herbal remedies to try and get more energy and fix my mental health but no big results came from that. I m so sensitive to everything and even the slightest things can upset me so much that if something really bad happens I think I might just end my life because from inside it s too much to handle. And I have another problem, I don t feel anything when having sex no joy or nothing and I can t reach orgasm s, I ve started my sex life when I just turned 17 and I m 23 now, male. If I don t get help and get better I think it s gonna be the end of me soon. I m sorry to pour all of this self pity on you but I m lost for hope and I can t talk to anyone about this because its pointless it s not gonna change anything if I do. Steve.